just, this

excuse the formality of this.
Its 5:10 am and my brain is wired on whatever extra energy my body
is managing to produce.

So im sitting here, after an interesting night...
cross that, an interesting YEAR.

this is my ode, to say more or less.

I have come to terms with my life as of now, and the friendships i
have built and kept on thus far.
The ones that have lasted, the ones that have passed.
The good, the bad, and the momentary.

Things change, people change, and time goes by no matter what.

I realized how ungrateful i have been about people and things in my
life..
and would like to take a moment just to appreciate what i have, who i am
and what i have been given.

And i encourage you to do the same.
(no matter the circumstances or conditions you are in, it could always be worse...
and every challenging encounter we face, is another experience and opportunity to grow
and learn.)

I feel as thought i have so much to comment on, let alone speak of,
but my brain cant seem to formulate proper sentences about each topic running through
my head.

As morning breaks, my words turn into senseless dribble.

Sleep is calling my name.

And the bed is luring me in ;)

Look, i started this off because i wanted to give an ode to friendships
but the real ones.
The ones that open your mind, envelop your soul, and expand you heart.
But i feel to tired; because if i started this ode right now,
i would have to cross examine and evaluate the reversal (the ode to fake-friendships.)

My mind is tired.
My body needs rest.


Sleep well world.

ahhhh memorable 1st blog.

This isnt the last youll hear of me.

trust.